Don´t get mad -

get everything!
Thats my new motto.
... But when everything I want is to go to Bregenz in Austria to attend an audition for an open air opera production and the expence for the trip alone is 800-900 euro, besides that I have to make myself free from some yogaclasses and loose some money not working...
Well everything maybe isn´t always what you get?
I don´t feel mad anyhow. I feel like grouching.
Like they knew and could sence that I kind of needed some distraction to cover up the feeling of loosing something (I never had) I got a lot of new Casall clothes from Elexia and a yellow watch from my special J 2day.
Yellow is the color of willpower and that is everything!